Update Summary

With all that was going on, it was impossible to update. The night we did the EVP's, we had one problem after another. My cousin's camera recorder would not suddenly upload to her computer. We had internet freezing when I tried to go online.

We DID get two EVP's. They were unclear. During the middle of the session, my aunt asked what it wanted from us. The voice was there..but we were unable to make out what it said. At the end I asked if they were afraid, and we could not differentiate whether the voice was laughing or crying.

Physical effects were very much present. As is usual for these goings on, my cousin seems to be a target for them. They love to bother her. They jump on her and cause her to be very angry. They talk to her but she doesn't like to talk about it. It's understandable. She no longer even sleeps in her room....where most of the activity seems to seep out from. The area paranormal research society is investigating. It is thought to have been some kind of small cemetery at some point....more info on that still to come.

My son slept in his cousins room. During the night my son was texting his girlfriend, probably around three in the morning, and suddenly his cousin set straight up in his bed and started speaking...in a voice that was not his own. My son couldn't make out the words but was scared because of the voice. He also saw a shadow cross the wall that was unexplainable.


There were a few more things but we'll talk about them later.
As you know I was going through all that stuff due to my unlucky week of July. (LOL)

I am back at home with the electric situation solved!!! Yay.
Things are seemingly calmer now and I sure hope it stays that way.

Oddly enough, the whole time I was at my aunts, I only had one morning attack. It was the first morning I awoke there. So for nearly a week....no attacks. I came home and when I awoke, BAM!, another dang attack. What is up with that? This is my second morning home and it was a peaceful one.


I have to wonder what is next....or is it my home? I don't know, guys. All I know is that this is getting the best of me. I just don't understand it. I have to figure something out though.

Well, I will talk to you guys soon!! Have a fabulous week. Talk to you soon.

Less traumatic awakening

This morning was by far less traumatic upon awakening. Still, I woke abruptly, shaky.

It also took a lot less time to calm down and become functional. And I did  not get sick like I have been. I did have another weird dream. It's quite unusual for me to dream three nights in a row, there are not nightmares, which could explain some anxiety upon waking.  Still no event to explain the episodes. I hate that even more, I think. Knowing something is coming and not knowing what or just how bad it will be is enough to make you crazy. I just want whatever it is to take its shot and lets get it over with.

Thanks to Susan, who goes through this also. She says it is sometimes a week before she knows what is happening but until this blog did not realize that her attacks were related to events to follow. As in my own case, anxiety meds are not working.


I also have a friend who only has panic attacks if she sleeps past eleven in the morning. As with me, it is summer and schedules are all kinds of messed up. I have been getting up after eleven for days with kids up til all hours of the night. ;)
It is only if she sleeps past eleven am, not matter what time she goes to bed. It is my opinion, as Behavioral Science major that this could be psychological guilt. Even though there is nothing wrong with sleeping until eleven, perhaps her sub conscience feels guilty, which I discussed with her in more detail. However, it could be something else entirely.
Anyone with any experience in this area, please let me know.

I want to thank you guys for reading, thanks for the emails.
As suggested, and I want noted, I did listen to some meditation before bed last night. Could that be why the attack was much milder? I can't say  for sure but I will be doing it again tonight.


I will report back to you all tomorrow. Thanks for your prayers!!