With all that was going on, it was impossible to update. The night we did the EVP's, we had one problem after another. My cousin's camera recorder would not suddenly upload to her computer. We had internet freezing when I tried to go online.
We DID get two EVP's. They were unclear. During the middle of the session, my aunt asked what it wanted from us. The voice was there..but we were unable to make out what it said. At the end I asked if they were afraid, and we could not differentiate whether the voice was laughing or crying.
Physical effects were very much present. As is usual for these goings on, my cousin seems to be a target for them. They love to bother her. They jump on her and cause her to be very angry. They talk to her but she doesn't like to talk about it. It's understandable. She no longer even sleeps in her room....where most of the activity seems to seep out from. The area paranormal research society is investigating. It is thought to have been some kind of small cemetery at some point....more info on that still to come.
My son slept in his cousins room. During the night my son was texting his girlfriend, probably around three in the morning, and suddenly his cousin set straight up in his bed and started speaking...in a voice that was not his own. My son couldn't make out the words but was scared because of the voice. He also saw a shadow cross the wall that was unexplainable.
There were a few more things but we'll talk about them later.
As you know I was going through all that stuff due to my unlucky week of July. (LOL)
I am back at home with the electric situation solved!!! Yay.
Things are seemingly calmer now and I sure hope it stays that way.
Oddly enough, the whole time I was at my aunts, I only had one morning attack. It was the first morning I awoke there. So for nearly a week....no attacks. I came home and when I awoke, BAM!, another dang attack. What is up with that? This is my second morning home and it was a peaceful one.
I have to wonder what is next....or is it my home? I don't know, guys. All I know is that this is getting the best of me. I just don't understand it. I have to figure something out though.
Well, I will talk to you guys soon!! Have a fabulous week. Talk to you soon.
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Monday, July 15, 2013
Sunday, June 23, 2013
Panic Attacks vs Paranormal Intuition
Many people suffer from panic attacks. In fact, 2.4 million American adults suffer from some sort of panic disorder.
Panic attacks are fits of intense fear, dreading, the distinct feeling that bad is coming. It can come with heart attack like symptoms and hyperventilation.
So, what is the difference between normal panic attacks and paranormal, or psychic, intuition?
Both come with fits of extreme fear and dreading. With a normal panic disorder, ta he bad things never come. It is just a symptom of the disorder.
With psychic intuition, the bad really does come.
My episodes started in December 2012. I woke up one morning in an extreme panic attack. I woke up gasping for air, my heart was beating near out of my chest. I felt this overwhelming fear and well...panic.
Two days later, my daughter announced she had been molested by a man down the street.
In the course of dealing with this moment in our lives, I had a few attacks, followed by the investigation process in our lives.
In February, 2013, I woke up in the same panic episode as described above. Two days later, my cousin's son almost died in a car accident.
In April, 2013, my daughter announced she wanted to go and live with her aunt. All the stress she had been under left me no choice but to let her go. I was devastated and went into a depression. This left me understanding another panic attack.
In May, 2013, another panic attack. That day, my son came home with blood covering his face. He had to have stitches on his eye and his forehead.
Also in May, another panic attack was the result of my youngest son being beat on by three boys when he got off the bus.
June, 2013, another panic attack led to a repossession of my vehicle, which I will be getting back on July first and didn't find it near as stressful or provoking as the previous events. Nevertheless, it was a warning attack.
Today, June 23rd is the second day in a row that I have woke up with extreme panic attacks. I have no idea what event is coming and to be honest, I am terrified.
It is important that I mention that before I found out that my attacks were a psychic warning, I talked to my doctor. She put me on a medication for anxiety and the medication has not stopped these attacks.
Among my family members are 'gifts' related to psychic phenomenon. I can not do the things they can do and have never even believed in ghosts due to my religious views. My family has proven these things real to me. They can see and feel things around a person. They can foresee things coming. They can even communicate with spirits. I have done a lot of research in this area and have spent my life obsessed with shows like 'Medium' and 'Ghost Whisperer'. I watch all the paranormal shows and I never understood my focus such things. (I'm a huge Allison Dubois fan, by the way. )
I have not been able to do these things. A few months back, I did have an incident where I actually 'felt' an unusual energy around me and that seemed to kick things off.
Dreams...although these other events are new to me, dreams are not. Dreams have always served as warnings to me. I have many dreams that are just that...dreams. But I have always had dreams of things that came true. I rarely dream anymore of anything important though. Perhaps it is my insomniac tendencies or the night time medication I have been taking for several years now.
Whatever the reason, the warnings have found a way to come through. The problem is that I am not informed on the event that is coming, only that it IS coming. The panic is horrible and ruins many days of my life. When I awake from one of these attacks, my whole day is spent lethargically staring at a television to keep my mind focused on something else. It is a horrible thing to endure and I don't know how to stop them. I don't see the point of going through all the stress of what is coming before it actually arrives.
I am hoping there are those among the readers who might be able to help explain and move through this.
For about a month now I have had the notion of starting this blog keep forcing itself into my head. I finally am going to do it. I will tell you more about me in following blogs.
Thank you for reading!!!
Panic attacks are fits of intense fear, dreading, the distinct feeling that bad is coming. It can come with heart attack like symptoms and hyperventilation.
So, what is the difference between normal panic attacks and paranormal, or psychic, intuition?
Both come with fits of extreme fear and dreading. With a normal panic disorder, ta he bad things never come. It is just a symptom of the disorder.
With psychic intuition, the bad really does come.
My episodes started in December 2012. I woke up one morning in an extreme panic attack. I woke up gasping for air, my heart was beating near out of my chest. I felt this overwhelming fear and well...panic.
Two days later, my daughter announced she had been molested by a man down the street.
In the course of dealing with this moment in our lives, I had a few attacks, followed by the investigation process in our lives.
In February, 2013, I woke up in the same panic episode as described above. Two days later, my cousin's son almost died in a car accident.
In April, 2013, my daughter announced she wanted to go and live with her aunt. All the stress she had been under left me no choice but to let her go. I was devastated and went into a depression. This left me understanding another panic attack.
In May, 2013, another panic attack. That day, my son came home with blood covering his face. He had to have stitches on his eye and his forehead.
Also in May, another panic attack was the result of my youngest son being beat on by three boys when he got off the bus.
June, 2013, another panic attack led to a repossession of my vehicle, which I will be getting back on July first and didn't find it near as stressful or provoking as the previous events. Nevertheless, it was a warning attack.
Today, June 23rd is the second day in a row that I have woke up with extreme panic attacks. I have no idea what event is coming and to be honest, I am terrified.
It is important that I mention that before I found out that my attacks were a psychic warning, I talked to my doctor. She put me on a medication for anxiety and the medication has not stopped these attacks.
Among my family members are 'gifts' related to psychic phenomenon. I can not do the things they can do and have never even believed in ghosts due to my religious views. My family has proven these things real to me. They can see and feel things around a person. They can foresee things coming. They can even communicate with spirits. I have done a lot of research in this area and have spent my life obsessed with shows like 'Medium' and 'Ghost Whisperer'. I watch all the paranormal shows and I never understood my focus such things. (I'm a huge Allison Dubois fan, by the way. )
I have not been able to do these things. A few months back, I did have an incident where I actually 'felt' an unusual energy around me and that seemed to kick things off.
Dreams...although these other events are new to me, dreams are not. Dreams have always served as warnings to me. I have many dreams that are just that...dreams. But I have always had dreams of things that came true. I rarely dream anymore of anything important though. Perhaps it is my insomniac tendencies or the night time medication I have been taking for several years now.
Whatever the reason, the warnings have found a way to come through. The problem is that I am not informed on the event that is coming, only that it IS coming. The panic is horrible and ruins many days of my life. When I awake from one of these attacks, my whole day is spent lethargically staring at a television to keep my mind focused on something else. It is a horrible thing to endure and I don't know how to stop them. I don't see the point of going through all the stress of what is coming before it actually arrives.
I am hoping there are those among the readers who might be able to help explain and move through this.
For about a month now I have had the notion of starting this blog keep forcing itself into my head. I finally am going to do it. I will tell you more about me in following blogs.
Thank you for reading!!!
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