Update Summary

With all that was going on, it was impossible to update. The night we did the EVP's, we had one problem after another. My cousin's camera recorder would not suddenly upload to her computer. We had internet freezing when I tried to go online.

We DID get two EVP's. They were unclear. During the middle of the session, my aunt asked what it wanted from us. The voice was there..but we were unable to make out what it said. At the end I asked if they were afraid, and we could not differentiate whether the voice was laughing or crying.

Physical effects were very much present. As is usual for these goings on, my cousin seems to be a target for them. They love to bother her. They jump on her and cause her to be very angry. They talk to her but she doesn't like to talk about it. It's understandable. She no longer even sleeps in her room....where most of the activity seems to seep out from. The area paranormal research society is investigating. It is thought to have been some kind of small cemetery at some point....more info on that still to come.

My son slept in his cousins room. During the night my son was texting his girlfriend, probably around three in the morning, and suddenly his cousin set straight up in his bed and started speaking...in a voice that was not his own. My son couldn't make out the words but was scared because of the voice. He also saw a shadow cross the wall that was unexplainable.


There were a few more things but we'll talk about them later.
As you know I was going through all that stuff due to my unlucky week of July. (LOL)

I am back at home with the electric situation solved!!! Yay.
Things are seemingly calmer now and I sure hope it stays that way.

Oddly enough, the whole time I was at my aunts, I only had one morning attack. It was the first morning I awoke there. So for nearly a week....no attacks. I came home and when I awoke, BAM!, another dang attack. What is up with that? This is my second morning home and it was a peaceful one.


I have to wonder what is next....or is it my home? I don't know, guys. All I know is that this is getting the best of me. I just don't understand it. I have to figure something out though.

Well, I will talk to you guys soon!! Have a fabulous week. Talk to you soon.

Pyschic Attacks

This has been the worst week ever!! You wouldn't believe all the things that are happening to one person. I have been reading on Psychic Attacks and feel I could be a victim of this.

Let's recap:
I had a lot of stuff stolen from my van, including my cd player, which I didn't notice at first. So we are talking about $100 worth of stuff that the lot are refusing to accept responsibility for.

My credit card...I changed the password and was able to use it but I can not take cash off it. It turns out that my card has been 'compromised' so they restricted the use of my card. In fact, starting Monday, they are cancelling all compromised cards and it will be 7 to 10 days before I get the new one. P.S, my landlord does NOT take credit cards.

My electric company gave me 10 days to pay them a $527 deposit plus my due electric bill which equals about $750. Which, by the way, I cannot pay!
    I called and told them to turn it off. I didn't correct him when he assumed I was moving. We are going to stay at my aunts house a few days and then my son is getting a new lease and the electric turned on in his name. That's the best I can do. I hate to be deceiving but they pushed me to it.

I don't believe in curses, but if I did, I would swear someone had put one on me. There have been a few personal things also, that I don't want to mention here.

As with what follows psychic attacks, I have felt depressed, oppressed, nightmares, and even as if I were frozen sometimes. Also, the panic attacks. I physically could not move from my seat for four hours yesterday!!! It was as if I were being held there. Mentally, I had no desire to move but the fact that I absolutely could not was very scary!!

I am going to stay my aunts for a few days. Now, that is scary. The paranormal activity in her house is consistently active. The beings that bother them have now taken to touching. My uncle had a perfect hand print on his chest and had trouble breathing. It took hours for the mark to go away. My youngest son was standing at the bar in the kitchen and something scratched his leg. I am going to be very busy keeping my family safe but it should give me some interesting stories to tell. (LOL)

If anyone has any information on how to protect myself against these attacks, please comment or email me. I would really appreciate it.

I promise to get that bio up soon. I have been so stressed out and just emotionally drained.

Hope you all are being blessed daily. Please, feel free to comment or email me anytime!!

Psychic Warning Confirmation..Part Two

Hello all. I am back to fill you in.
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If today is any indication of how this month will go then I give up right here and now! July 1st, not the best day but it certainly confirms what I thought....these are not your everyday variety of panic attacks.

They are, in fact, psychic warnings. (And if you recall, I mentioned seeing the first.) Here is what all the warnings were about.

To start off my day, I went to the ATM to get some cash so I could go pick up my vehicle. My card doesn't work. I come home and check my card, it shows the money is there but for some reason my pin is now invalid. So, I cannot access my money. All my bills are due and I can not use my card!!! This is very bad!

I borrow the cash from my oldest son and go pick up my vehicle. The damn thing has a flat tire, but that's just the beginning of it. Someone broke into my vehicle and stole fifty dollars worth of copper, my jumper cables and a few little things also. I am furious and my nerves are now going crazy, factoring in that I have had about an hours sleep. They are swearing up and down that someone must have broke into their lot after hours. The only door open is the sliding door. Keep in mind that the manager and I both made sure the van was locked. The workers had my key. Now, I'm looking around at all the stuff that someone who broke in would have stolen that is lying around near my vehicle. Great stuff for scrapping, just lying there around the grounds and in the back of trucks. How much easier for someone who broke into the lot to take without 'breaking' into my vehicle. No, it was one of the workers and we all know it!! Ugh.

Because of the stress, I am now near vomiting. I am shaking, I am so livid!

So I get home and was about to call the card company about my pen when I get a notice that I have to pay an extra $400 electric deposit because my co-signer (from when I moved here, and a year and a half ago) had to take her name off to help her son out. Now, I have had service with this company a year and a half now, you would think that would stand for something! I might have been late once, but I have always paid my bill. How on earth I am supposed to pay that is beyond me!!

I already had to cut my rent short just to get my vehicle back!

These are the kinds of things that happen to me once the warnings start.

Not only do I have the stress of what happens but also the stress the attacks put on me, which then cause me to stress over what is coming.


After documenting these attacks and the events that follow, I can deduce that they are most certainly psychic warnings. As I have said before, I am just now realizing that I have 'gifts' so it can be quite hard trying to figure out how to handle these things in my life.

I am hoping that others can benefit from my stories and that others can share their stories that could help me.
I think that is about all for now. We will talk again soon.

Psychic Warning Confirmations

Today is the first, as I mentioned seeing in a previous post. I can not say much right now, as my nerves are shot and extra medication was needed to settle myself down.

I will post the whole story later today but I will tell you now that my attacks were warnings and seeing the first meant something. By 10 a.m. this morning my nerves were shot and I was sick in my whole body.

I must lie down now but I will get back with you all later on today.

Psychic warnings vs. Panic attacks

It was a beautiful morning!
I woke at 8 a.m feeling great. No panic attack, no shakiness or sick stomach. There was no dread or intense fear this morning. And I woke up before eleven. (Which is custom for me since school break.)

What a wonderful feeling this morning. Coincidence? Proactive planning? Or is it over?

Let me start with what I did differently last night. I meditated last night for the first time in quite a well.
Due to a suggestion from a reader, I made sure I was up before 11 a.m. (See previous post for explanation.)

So, could either of these two things be the cause for lack of a horrific rising?
If so then we should agree that it was, in fact, only panic attacks.


Around 9 a.m this morning, my lawyer called. He had some upsetting news for me. It was nothing I think would warrant such panic attacks but it is possible. Or perhaps, the event is yet to come. Past experience has taught me that the attacks do not necessarily continue up until the day the fore warned attacks happen. I have had a single attack and a few days later the event become realized.


Due to my insomniac lifestyle, I can not always control when I wake up in the mornings. I can make certain that I once again take part in my meditation. I plan to experiment the next few days with these things to rule out natural human possibilities. I do this because I want to know for sure whether these are normal panic attacks or psychic warnings, as I believe they are.
I will be back tomorrow with any updates.

Let me note that as I write this I am seeing the first of the month. I assume it might be related to this because I saw it the last time I was posting also. It makes me fear the first of the month. I fear that something is coming.

Less traumatic awakening

This morning was by far less traumatic upon awakening. Still, I woke abruptly, shaky.

It also took a lot less time to calm down and become functional. And I did  not get sick like I have been. I did have another weird dream. It's quite unusual for me to dream three nights in a row, there are not nightmares, which could explain some anxiety upon waking.  Still no event to explain the episodes. I hate that even more, I think. Knowing something is coming and not knowing what or just how bad it will be is enough to make you crazy. I just want whatever it is to take its shot and lets get it over with.

Thanks to Susan, who goes through this also. She says it is sometimes a week before she knows what is happening but until this blog did not realize that her attacks were related to events to follow. As in my own case, anxiety meds are not working.


I also have a friend who only has panic attacks if she sleeps past eleven in the morning. As with me, it is summer and schedules are all kinds of messed up. I have been getting up after eleven for days with kids up til all hours of the night. ;)
It is only if she sleeps past eleven am, not matter what time she goes to bed. It is my opinion, as Behavioral Science major that this could be psychological guilt. Even though there is nothing wrong with sleeping until eleven, perhaps her sub conscience feels guilty, which I discussed with her in more detail. However, it could be something else entirely.
Anyone with any experience in this area, please let me know.

I want to thank you guys for reading, thanks for the emails.
As suggested, and I want noted, I did listen to some meditation before bed last night. Could that be why the attack was much milder? I can't say  for sure but I will be doing it again tonight.


I will report back to you all tomorrow. Thanks for your prayers!!