Less traumatic awakening

This morning was by far less traumatic upon awakening. Still, I woke abruptly, shaky.

It also took a lot less time to calm down and become functional. And I did  not get sick like I have been. I did have another weird dream. It's quite unusual for me to dream three nights in a row, there are not nightmares, which could explain some anxiety upon waking.  Still no event to explain the episodes. I hate that even more, I think. Knowing something is coming and not knowing what or just how bad it will be is enough to make you crazy. I just want whatever it is to take its shot and lets get it over with.

Thanks to Susan, who goes through this also. She says it is sometimes a week before she knows what is happening but until this blog did not realize that her attacks were related to events to follow. As in my own case, anxiety meds are not working.


I also have a friend who only has panic attacks if she sleeps past eleven in the morning. As with me, it is summer and schedules are all kinds of messed up. I have been getting up after eleven for days with kids up til all hours of the night. ;)
It is only if she sleeps past eleven am, not matter what time she goes to bed. It is my opinion, as Behavioral Science major that this could be psychological guilt. Even though there is nothing wrong with sleeping until eleven, perhaps her sub conscience feels guilty, which I discussed with her in more detail. However, it could be something else entirely.
Anyone with any experience in this area, please let me know.

I want to thank you guys for reading, thanks for the emails.
As suggested, and I want noted, I did listen to some meditation before bed last night. Could that be why the attack was much milder? I can't say  for sure but I will be doing it again tonight.


I will report back to you all tomorrow. Thanks for your prayers!!

Panic Attacks vs Paranormal Intuition

Many people suffer from panic attacks. In fact, 2.4 million American adults suffer from some sort of panic disorder.

Panic attacks are fits of intense fear, dreading, the distinct feeling that bad is coming. It can come with heart attack like symptoms and hyperventilation.

So, what is the difference between normal panic attacks and paranormal, or psychic, intuition?

Both come with fits of extreme fear and dreading. With a normal panic disorder, ta he bad things never come. It is just a symptom of the disorder.

With psychic intuition, the bad really does come.

My episodes started in December 2012. I woke up one morning in an extreme panic attack. I woke up gasping for air, my heart was beating near out of my chest. I felt this overwhelming fear and well...panic.
Two days later, my daughter announced she had been molested by a man down the street.
In the course of dealing with this moment in our lives, I had a few attacks, followed by the investigation process in our lives.

In February, 2013, I woke up in the same panic episode as described above. Two days later, my cousin's son almost died in a car accident.

In April, 2013, my daughter announced she wanted to go and live with her aunt. All the stress she had been under left me no choice but to let her go. I was devastated and went into a depression. This left me understanding another panic attack.

In May, 2013, another panic attack. That day, my son came home with blood covering his face. He had to have stitches on his eye and his forehead.

Also in May, another panic attack was the result of my youngest son being beat on by three boys when he got off the bus.

June, 2013, another panic attack led to a repossession of my vehicle, which I will be getting back on July first and didn't find it near as stressful or provoking as the previous events. Nevertheless, it was a warning attack.

Today, June 23rd is the second day in a row that I have woke up with extreme panic attacks. I have no idea what event is coming and to be honest, I am terrified.

It is important that I mention that before I found out that my attacks were a psychic warning, I talked to my doctor. She put me on a medication for anxiety and the medication has not stopped these attacks.


Among my family members are 'gifts' related to psychic phenomenon. I can not do the things they can do and have never even believed in ghosts due to my religious views. My family has proven these things real to me. They can see and feel things around a person. They can foresee things coming. They can even communicate with spirits. I have done a lot of research in this area and have spent my life obsessed with shows like 'Medium' and 'Ghost Whisperer'. I watch all the paranormal shows and I never understood my focus such things.  (I'm a huge Allison Dubois fan, by the way. )


I have not been able to do these things. A few months back, I did have an incident where I actually 'felt' an unusual energy around me and that seemed to kick things off.

Dreams...although these other events are new to me, dreams are not. Dreams have always served as warnings to me. I have many dreams that are just that...dreams. But I have always had dreams of things that came true. I rarely dream anymore of anything important though. Perhaps it is my insomniac tendencies or the night time medication I have been taking for several years now.


Whatever the reason, the warnings have found a way to come through. The problem is that I am not informed on the event that is coming, only that it IS coming. The panic is horrible and ruins many days of my life. When I awake from one of these attacks, my whole day is spent lethargically staring at a television to keep my mind focused on something else. It is a horrible thing to endure and I don't know how to stop them. I don't see the point of going through all the stress of what is coming before it actually arrives.

I am hoping there are those among the readers who might be able to help explain and move through this.

For about a month now I have had the notion of starting this blog keep forcing itself into my head. I finally am going to do it. I will tell you more about me in following blogs.

Thank you for reading!!!