With all that was going on, it was impossible to update. The night we did the EVP's, we had one problem after another. My cousin's camera recorder would not suddenly upload to her computer. We had internet freezing when I tried to go online.
We DID get two EVP's. They were unclear. During the middle of the session, my aunt asked what it wanted from us. The voice was there..but we were unable to make out what it said. At the end I asked if they were afraid, and we could not differentiate whether the voice was laughing or crying.
Physical effects were very much present. As is usual for these goings on, my cousin seems to be a target for them. They love to bother her. They jump on her and cause her to be very angry. They talk to her but she doesn't like to talk about it. It's understandable. She no longer even sleeps in her room....where most of the activity seems to seep out from. The area paranormal research society is investigating. It is thought to have been some kind of small cemetery at some point....more info on that still to come.
My son slept in his cousins room. During the night my son was texting his girlfriend, probably around three in the morning, and suddenly his cousin set straight up in his bed and started speaking...in a voice that was not his own. My son couldn't make out the words but was scared because of the voice. He also saw a shadow cross the wall that was unexplainable.
There were a few more things but we'll talk about them later.
As you know I was going through all that stuff due to my unlucky week of July. (LOL)
I am back at home with the electric situation solved!!! Yay.
Things are seemingly calmer now and I sure hope it stays that way.
Oddly enough, the whole time I was at my aunts, I only had one morning attack. It was the first morning I awoke there. So for nearly a week....no attacks. I came home and when I awoke, BAM!, another dang attack. What is up with that? This is my second morning home and it was a peaceful one.
I have to wonder what is next....or is it my home? I don't know, guys. All I know is that this is getting the best of me. I just don't understand it. I have to figure something out though.
Well, I will talk to you guys soon!! Have a fabulous week. Talk to you soon.
Panic Life
A blog about a regular person who recently found out that she might not be quite so normal. Talks about paranormal events, the difference between psychic warnings and panic attacks, being empathic and just life events in general.
Monday, July 15, 2013
Saturday, July 6, 2013
Heading to frightville
I am officially on my way to the 'haunted' house. Update soon.
Update One:
I am not actively seeking anything here. We talked about doing an active EVP session but after getting settled we are pretty tired so we may not do anything tonight. However, the activity in this house does not pause because we are tired so we expect some goings on even though we may not ask for it. I'll let you know how things go.
Also, no panic attacks today. It is a good break. Talk to you soon!!
No activity last night noticed. It was a nice break for those who live here and deal with this everyday. Tonight we are going to try to encourage and pay attention. I am not a hunter of spirits but if I can help my family to get rid of these things, then of course, I want to do that.
So I will talk to you guys later.
Update One:
I am not actively seeking anything here. We talked about doing an active EVP session but after getting settled we are pretty tired so we may not do anything tonight. However, the activity in this house does not pause because we are tired so we expect some goings on even though we may not ask for it. I'll let you know how things go.
Also, no panic attacks today. It is a good break. Talk to you soon!!
No activity last night noticed. It was a nice break for those who live here and deal with this everyday. Tonight we are going to try to encourage and pay attention. I am not a hunter of spirits but if I can help my family to get rid of these things, then of course, I want to do that.
So I will talk to you guys later.
Friday, July 5, 2013
Pyschic Attacks
This has been the worst week ever!! You wouldn't believe all the things that are happening to one person. I have been reading on Psychic Attacks and feel I could be a victim of this.
Let's recap:
I had a lot of stuff stolen from my van, including my cd player, which I didn't notice at first. So we are talking about $100 worth of stuff that the lot are refusing to accept responsibility for.
My credit card...I changed the password and was able to use it but I can not take cash off it. It turns out that my card has been 'compromised' so they restricted the use of my card. In fact, starting Monday, they are cancelling all compromised cards and it will be 7 to 10 days before I get the new one. P.S, my landlord does NOT take credit cards.
My electric company gave me 10 days to pay them a $527 deposit plus my due electric bill which equals about $750. Which, by the way, I cannot pay!
I called and told them to turn it off. I didn't correct him when he assumed I was moving. We are going to stay at my aunts house a few days and then my son is getting a new lease and the electric turned on in his name. That's the best I can do. I hate to be deceiving but they pushed me to it.
I don't believe in curses, but if I did, I would swear someone had put one on me. There have been a few personal things also, that I don't want to mention here.
As with what follows psychic attacks, I have felt depressed, oppressed, nightmares, and even as if I were frozen sometimes. Also, the panic attacks. I physically could not move from my seat for four hours yesterday!!! It was as if I were being held there. Mentally, I had no desire to move but the fact that I absolutely could not was very scary!!
I am going to stay my aunts for a few days. Now, that is scary. The paranormal activity in her house is consistently active. The beings that bother them have now taken to touching. My uncle had a perfect hand print on his chest and had trouble breathing. It took hours for the mark to go away. My youngest son was standing at the bar in the kitchen and something scratched his leg. I am going to be very busy keeping my family safe but it should give me some interesting stories to tell. (LOL)
If anyone has any information on how to protect myself against these attacks, please comment or email me. I would really appreciate it.
I promise to get that bio up soon. I have been so stressed out and just emotionally drained.
Hope you all are being blessed daily. Please, feel free to comment or email me anytime!!
Let's recap:
I had a lot of stuff stolen from my van, including my cd player, which I didn't notice at first. So we are talking about $100 worth of stuff that the lot are refusing to accept responsibility for.
My credit card...I changed the password and was able to use it but I can not take cash off it. It turns out that my card has been 'compromised' so they restricted the use of my card. In fact, starting Monday, they are cancelling all compromised cards and it will be 7 to 10 days before I get the new one. P.S, my landlord does NOT take credit cards.
My electric company gave me 10 days to pay them a $527 deposit plus my due electric bill which equals about $750. Which, by the way, I cannot pay!
I called and told them to turn it off. I didn't correct him when he assumed I was moving. We are going to stay at my aunts house a few days and then my son is getting a new lease and the electric turned on in his name. That's the best I can do. I hate to be deceiving but they pushed me to it.
I don't believe in curses, but if I did, I would swear someone had put one on me. There have been a few personal things also, that I don't want to mention here.
As with what follows psychic attacks, I have felt depressed, oppressed, nightmares, and even as if I were frozen sometimes. Also, the panic attacks. I physically could not move from my seat for four hours yesterday!!! It was as if I were being held there. Mentally, I had no desire to move but the fact that I absolutely could not was very scary!!
I am going to stay my aunts for a few days. Now, that is scary. The paranormal activity in her house is consistently active. The beings that bother them have now taken to touching. My uncle had a perfect hand print on his chest and had trouble breathing. It took hours for the mark to go away. My youngest son was standing at the bar in the kitchen and something scratched his leg. I am going to be very busy keeping my family safe but it should give me some interesting stories to tell. (LOL)
If anyone has any information on how to protect myself against these attacks, please comment or email me. I would really appreciate it.
I promise to get that bio up soon. I have been so stressed out and just emotionally drained.
Hope you all are being blessed daily. Please, feel free to comment or email me anytime!!
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
Panicked Block
I will get around to spilling some bio information soon.
Since the 1st, I have been trying hard to keep it together. I got a follow up letter from the electric company yesterday.
They are adding $527 (for the deposit, a year and a half later) TO my $300 electric bill and it has to paid within 8 days. Who do they can come up with $827 in eight days??
I have been really stressing and falling into a weird state trying to figure out what to do. That is why I have not been on. I'll try to post tomorrow but I can't promise. If not, I'll get back here as soon as I can. Anyone with a real life knows how hard things can be sometimes. It's just the way it is. Please send prayers and good thoughts my way.
Since the 1st, I have been trying hard to keep it together. I got a follow up letter from the electric company yesterday.
They are adding $527 (for the deposit, a year and a half later) TO my $300 electric bill and it has to paid within 8 days. Who do they can come up with $827 in eight days??
I have been really stressing and falling into a weird state trying to figure out what to do. That is why I have not been on. I'll try to post tomorrow but I can't promise. If not, I'll get back here as soon as I can. Anyone with a real life knows how hard things can be sometimes. It's just the way it is. Please send prayers and good thoughts my way.
Monday, July 1, 2013
Psychic Warning Confirmation..Part Two
Hello all. I am back to fill you in.
e b
If today is any indication of how this month will go then I give up right here and now! July 1st, not the best day but it certainly confirms what I thought....these are not your everyday variety of panic attacks.
They are, in fact, psychic warnings. (And if you recall, I mentioned seeing the first.) Here is what all the warnings were about.
To start off my day, I went to the ATM to get some cash so I could go pick up my vehicle. My card doesn't work. I come home and check my card, it shows the money is there but for some reason my pin is now invalid. So, I cannot access my money. All my bills are due and I can not use my card!!! This is very bad!
I borrow the cash from my oldest son and go pick up my vehicle. The damn thing has a flat tire, but that's just the beginning of it. Someone broke into my vehicle and stole fifty dollars worth of copper, my jumper cables and a few little things also. I am furious and my nerves are now going crazy, factoring in that I have had about an hours sleep. They are swearing up and down that someone must have broke into their lot after hours. The only door open is the sliding door. Keep in mind that the manager and I both made sure the van was locked. The workers had my key. Now, I'm looking around at all the stuff that someone who broke in would have stolen that is lying around near my vehicle. Great stuff for scrapping, just lying there around the grounds and in the back of trucks. How much easier for someone who broke into the lot to take without 'breaking' into my vehicle. No, it was one of the workers and we all know it!! Ugh.
Because of the stress, I am now near vomiting. I am shaking, I am so livid!
So I get home and was about to call the card company about my pen when I get a notice that I have to pay an extra $400 electric deposit because my co-signer (from when I moved here, and a year and a half ago) had to take her name off to help her son out. Now, I have had service with this company a year and a half now, you would think that would stand for something! I might have been late once, but I have always paid my bill. How on earth I am supposed to pay that is beyond me!!
I already had to cut my rent short just to get my vehicle back!
These are the kinds of things that happen to me once the warnings start.
Not only do I have the stress of what happens but also the stress the attacks put on me, which then cause me to stress over what is coming.
After documenting these attacks and the events that follow, I can deduce that they are most certainly psychic warnings. As I have said before, I am just now realizing that I have 'gifts' so it can be quite hard trying to figure out how to handle these things in my life.
I am hoping that others can benefit from my stories and that others can share their stories that could help me.
I think that is about all for now. We will talk again soon.
e b
If today is any indication of how this month will go then I give up right here and now! July 1st, not the best day but it certainly confirms what I thought....these are not your everyday variety of panic attacks.
They are, in fact, psychic warnings. (And if you recall, I mentioned seeing the first.) Here is what all the warnings were about.
To start off my day, I went to the ATM to get some cash so I could go pick up my vehicle. My card doesn't work. I come home and check my card, it shows the money is there but for some reason my pin is now invalid. So, I cannot access my money. All my bills are due and I can not use my card!!! This is very bad!
I borrow the cash from my oldest son and go pick up my vehicle. The damn thing has a flat tire, but that's just the beginning of it. Someone broke into my vehicle and stole fifty dollars worth of copper, my jumper cables and a few little things also. I am furious and my nerves are now going crazy, factoring in that I have had about an hours sleep. They are swearing up and down that someone must have broke into their lot after hours. The only door open is the sliding door. Keep in mind that the manager and I both made sure the van was locked. The workers had my key. Now, I'm looking around at all the stuff that someone who broke in would have stolen that is lying around near my vehicle. Great stuff for scrapping, just lying there around the grounds and in the back of trucks. How much easier for someone who broke into the lot to take without 'breaking' into my vehicle. No, it was one of the workers and we all know it!! Ugh.
Because of the stress, I am now near vomiting. I am shaking, I am so livid!
So I get home and was about to call the card company about my pen when I get a notice that I have to pay an extra $400 electric deposit because my co-signer (from when I moved here, and a year and a half ago) had to take her name off to help her son out. Now, I have had service with this company a year and a half now, you would think that would stand for something! I might have been late once, but I have always paid my bill. How on earth I am supposed to pay that is beyond me!!
I already had to cut my rent short just to get my vehicle back!
These are the kinds of things that happen to me once the warnings start.
Not only do I have the stress of what happens but also the stress the attacks put on me, which then cause me to stress over what is coming.
After documenting these attacks and the events that follow, I can deduce that they are most certainly psychic warnings. As I have said before, I am just now realizing that I have 'gifts' so it can be quite hard trying to figure out how to handle these things in my life.
I am hoping that others can benefit from my stories and that others can share their stories that could help me.
I think that is about all for now. We will talk again soon.
Psychic Warning Confirmations
Today is the first, as I mentioned seeing in a previous post. I can not say much right now, as my nerves are shot and extra medication was needed to settle myself down.
I will post the whole story later today but I will tell you now that my attacks were warnings and seeing the first meant something. By 10 a.m. this morning my nerves were shot and I was sick in my whole body.
I must lie down now but I will get back with you all later on today.
I will post the whole story later today but I will tell you now that my attacks were warnings and seeing the first meant something. By 10 a.m. this morning my nerves were shot and I was sick in my whole body.
I must lie down now but I will get back with you all later on today.
Saturday, June 29, 2013
Happy Saturday
I apologize that I did not get to tell my story as I was going to the other day. Things came up and I didn't have a free moment. I have had a headache all day so I will get to it soon.
Meanwhile, I'd love to hear from you. Do you believe in psychic warnings and dreams? Do you believe that people can really see and talk to the dead?
Tell me about it.....
Meanwhile, I'd love to hear from you. Do you believe in psychic warnings and dreams? Do you believe that people can really see and talk to the dead?
Tell me about it.....
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