I apologize that I did not get to tell my story as I was going to the other day. Things came up and I didn't have a free moment. I have had a headache all day so I will get to it soon.
Meanwhile, I'd love to hear from you. Do you believe in psychic warnings and dreams? Do you believe that people can really see and talk to the dead?
Tell me about it.....
Saturday, June 29, 2013
Thursday, June 27, 2013
Yesterday
I apologize for not posting yesterday. Because of my nerves, I have had so many stomach problems and yesterday was just bad. Adding that to my back problems, not a good day.
You didn't miss much though. I woke up around noon after another sleepless night. I listened to my two hour mediation a time in a half before my brain would stop being so overactive with thoughts. Nevertheless, I woke up in a panic which had me sick all day.
Per the request of a reader, I am going to make this short and blog today a little bio on myself for you guys.
Let me just say that I am both shocked and thrilled to have any readers this soon in my start of blogging. Thank you guys so much for your support and reading. I love the emails and the comments. They make my day, truly. God bless!!
You didn't miss much though. I woke up around noon after another sleepless night. I listened to my two hour mediation a time in a half before my brain would stop being so overactive with thoughts. Nevertheless, I woke up in a panic which had me sick all day.
Per the request of a reader, I am going to make this short and blog today a little bio on myself for you guys.
Let me just say that I am both shocked and thrilled to have any readers this soon in my start of blogging. Thank you guys so much for your support and reading. I love the emails and the comments. They make my day, truly. God bless!!
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
Psychic warnings vs. Panic attacks
It was a beautiful morning!
I woke at 8 a.m feeling great. No panic attack, no shakiness or sick stomach. There was no dread or intense fear this morning. And I woke up before eleven. (Which is custom for me since school break.)
What a wonderful feeling this morning. Coincidence? Proactive planning? Or is it over?
Let me start with what I did differently last night. I meditated last night for the first time in quite a well.
Due to a suggestion from a reader, I made sure I was up before 11 a.m. (See previous post for explanation.)
So, could either of these two things be the cause for lack of a horrific rising?
If so then we should agree that it was, in fact, only panic attacks.
Around 9 a.m this morning, my lawyer called. He had some upsetting news for me. It was nothing I think would warrant such panic attacks but it is possible. Or perhaps, the event is yet to come. Past experience has taught me that the attacks do not necessarily continue up until the day the fore warned attacks happen. I have had a single attack and a few days later the event become realized.
Due to my insomniac lifestyle, I can not always control when I wake up in the mornings. I can make certain that I once again take part in my meditation. I plan to experiment the next few days with these things to rule out natural human possibilities. I do this because I want to know for sure whether these are normal panic attacks or psychic warnings, as I believe they are.
I will be back tomorrow with any updates.
Let me note that as I write this I am seeing the first of the month. I assume it might be related to this because I saw it the last time I was posting also. It makes me fear the first of the month. I fear that something is coming.
I woke at 8 a.m feeling great. No panic attack, no shakiness or sick stomach. There was no dread or intense fear this morning. And I woke up before eleven. (Which is custom for me since school break.)
What a wonderful feeling this morning. Coincidence? Proactive planning? Or is it over?
Let me start with what I did differently last night. I meditated last night for the first time in quite a well.
Due to a suggestion from a reader, I made sure I was up before 11 a.m. (See previous post for explanation.)
So, could either of these two things be the cause for lack of a horrific rising?
If so then we should agree that it was, in fact, only panic attacks.
Around 9 a.m this morning, my lawyer called. He had some upsetting news for me. It was nothing I think would warrant such panic attacks but it is possible. Or perhaps, the event is yet to come. Past experience has taught me that the attacks do not necessarily continue up until the day the fore warned attacks happen. I have had a single attack and a few days later the event become realized.
Due to my insomniac lifestyle, I can not always control when I wake up in the mornings. I can make certain that I once again take part in my meditation. I plan to experiment the next few days with these things to rule out natural human possibilities. I do this because I want to know for sure whether these are normal panic attacks or psychic warnings, as I believe they are.
I will be back tomorrow with any updates.
Let me note that as I write this I am seeing the first of the month. I assume it might be related to this because I saw it the last time I was posting also. It makes me fear the first of the month. I fear that something is coming.
Monday, June 24, 2013
Less traumatic awakening
This morning was by far less traumatic upon awakening. Still, I woke abruptly, shaky.
It also took a lot less time to calm down and become functional. And I did not get sick like I have been. I did have another weird dream. It's quite unusual for me to dream three nights in a row, there are not nightmares, which could explain some anxiety upon waking. Still no event to explain the episodes. I hate that even more, I think. Knowing something is coming and not knowing what or just how bad it will be is enough to make you crazy. I just want whatever it is to take its shot and lets get it over with.
Thanks to Susan, who goes through this also. She says it is sometimes a week before she knows what is happening but until this blog did not realize that her attacks were related to events to follow. As in my own case, anxiety meds are not working.
I also have a friend who only has panic attacks if she sleeps past eleven in the morning. As with me, it is summer and schedules are all kinds of messed up. I have been getting up after eleven for days with kids up til all hours of the night. ;)
It is only if she sleeps past eleven am, not matter what time she goes to bed. It is my opinion, as Behavioral Science major that this could be psychological guilt. Even though there is nothing wrong with sleeping until eleven, perhaps her sub conscience feels guilty, which I discussed with her in more detail. However, it could be something else entirely.
Anyone with any experience in this area, please let me know.
I want to thank you guys for reading, thanks for the emails.
As suggested, and I want noted, I did listen to some meditation before bed last night. Could that be why the attack was much milder? I can't say for sure but I will be doing it again tonight.
I will report back to you all tomorrow. Thanks for your prayers!!
It also took a lot less time to calm down and become functional. And I did not get sick like I have been. I did have another weird dream. It's quite unusual for me to dream three nights in a row, there are not nightmares, which could explain some anxiety upon waking. Still no event to explain the episodes. I hate that even more, I think. Knowing something is coming and not knowing what or just how bad it will be is enough to make you crazy. I just want whatever it is to take its shot and lets get it over with.
Thanks to Susan, who goes through this also. She says it is sometimes a week before she knows what is happening but until this blog did not realize that her attacks were related to events to follow. As in my own case, anxiety meds are not working.
I also have a friend who only has panic attacks if she sleeps past eleven in the morning. As with me, it is summer and schedules are all kinds of messed up. I have been getting up after eleven for days with kids up til all hours of the night. ;)
It is only if she sleeps past eleven am, not matter what time she goes to bed. It is my opinion, as Behavioral Science major that this could be psychological guilt. Even though there is nothing wrong with sleeping until eleven, perhaps her sub conscience feels guilty, which I discussed with her in more detail. However, it could be something else entirely.
Anyone with any experience in this area, please let me know.
I want to thank you guys for reading, thanks for the emails.
As suggested, and I want noted, I did listen to some meditation before bed last night. Could that be why the attack was much milder? I can't say for sure but I will be doing it again tonight.
I will report back to you all tomorrow. Thanks for your prayers!!
Sunday, June 23, 2013
Afraid to sleep
Due to the previous post, I find myself afraid to sleep. I just wonder if my nerves can take another morning and long day of panic and anxiety. I just wonder what is to come. I know it's got to be bad since it's ongoing. Well, say a prayer for me.
Good night, hopefully.
Good night, hopefully.
Panic Attacks vs Paranormal Intuition
Many people suffer from panic attacks. In fact, 2.4 million American adults suffer from some sort of panic disorder.
Panic attacks are fits of intense fear, dreading, the distinct feeling that bad is coming. It can come with heart attack like symptoms and hyperventilation.
So, what is the difference between normal panic attacks and paranormal, or psychic, intuition?
Both come with fits of extreme fear and dreading. With a normal panic disorder, ta he bad things never come. It is just a symptom of the disorder.
With psychic intuition, the bad really does come.
My episodes started in December 2012. I woke up one morning in an extreme panic attack. I woke up gasping for air, my heart was beating near out of my chest. I felt this overwhelming fear and well...panic.
Two days later, my daughter announced she had been molested by a man down the street.
In the course of dealing with this moment in our lives, I had a few attacks, followed by the investigation process in our lives.
In February, 2013, I woke up in the same panic episode as described above. Two days later, my cousin's son almost died in a car accident.
In April, 2013, my daughter announced she wanted to go and live with her aunt. All the stress she had been under left me no choice but to let her go. I was devastated and went into a depression. This left me understanding another panic attack.
In May, 2013, another panic attack. That day, my son came home with blood covering his face. He had to have stitches on his eye and his forehead.
Also in May, another panic attack was the result of my youngest son being beat on by three boys when he got off the bus.
June, 2013, another panic attack led to a repossession of my vehicle, which I will be getting back on July first and didn't find it near as stressful or provoking as the previous events. Nevertheless, it was a warning attack.
Today, June 23rd is the second day in a row that I have woke up with extreme panic attacks. I have no idea what event is coming and to be honest, I am terrified.
It is important that I mention that before I found out that my attacks were a psychic warning, I talked to my doctor. She put me on a medication for anxiety and the medication has not stopped these attacks.
Among my family members are 'gifts' related to psychic phenomenon. I can not do the things they can do and have never even believed in ghosts due to my religious views. My family has proven these things real to me. They can see and feel things around a person. They can foresee things coming. They can even communicate with spirits. I have done a lot of research in this area and have spent my life obsessed with shows like 'Medium' and 'Ghost Whisperer'. I watch all the paranormal shows and I never understood my focus such things. (I'm a huge Allison Dubois fan, by the way. )
I have not been able to do these things. A few months back, I did have an incident where I actually 'felt' an unusual energy around me and that seemed to kick things off.
Dreams...although these other events are new to me, dreams are not. Dreams have always served as warnings to me. I have many dreams that are just that...dreams. But I have always had dreams of things that came true. I rarely dream anymore of anything important though. Perhaps it is my insomniac tendencies or the night time medication I have been taking for several years now.
Whatever the reason, the warnings have found a way to come through. The problem is that I am not informed on the event that is coming, only that it IS coming. The panic is horrible and ruins many days of my life. When I awake from one of these attacks, my whole day is spent lethargically staring at a television to keep my mind focused on something else. It is a horrible thing to endure and I don't know how to stop them. I don't see the point of going through all the stress of what is coming before it actually arrives.
I am hoping there are those among the readers who might be able to help explain and move through this.
For about a month now I have had the notion of starting this blog keep forcing itself into my head. I finally am going to do it. I will tell you more about me in following blogs.
Thank you for reading!!!
Panic attacks are fits of intense fear, dreading, the distinct feeling that bad is coming. It can come with heart attack like symptoms and hyperventilation.
So, what is the difference between normal panic attacks and paranormal, or psychic, intuition?
Both come with fits of extreme fear and dreading. With a normal panic disorder, ta he bad things never come. It is just a symptom of the disorder.
With psychic intuition, the bad really does come.
My episodes started in December 2012. I woke up one morning in an extreme panic attack. I woke up gasping for air, my heart was beating near out of my chest. I felt this overwhelming fear and well...panic.
Two days later, my daughter announced she had been molested by a man down the street.
In the course of dealing with this moment in our lives, I had a few attacks, followed by the investigation process in our lives.
In February, 2013, I woke up in the same panic episode as described above. Two days later, my cousin's son almost died in a car accident.
In April, 2013, my daughter announced she wanted to go and live with her aunt. All the stress she had been under left me no choice but to let her go. I was devastated and went into a depression. This left me understanding another panic attack.
In May, 2013, another panic attack. That day, my son came home with blood covering his face. He had to have stitches on his eye and his forehead.
Also in May, another panic attack was the result of my youngest son being beat on by three boys when he got off the bus.
June, 2013, another panic attack led to a repossession of my vehicle, which I will be getting back on July first and didn't find it near as stressful or provoking as the previous events. Nevertheless, it was a warning attack.
Today, June 23rd is the second day in a row that I have woke up with extreme panic attacks. I have no idea what event is coming and to be honest, I am terrified.
It is important that I mention that before I found out that my attacks were a psychic warning, I talked to my doctor. She put me on a medication for anxiety and the medication has not stopped these attacks.
Among my family members are 'gifts' related to psychic phenomenon. I can not do the things they can do and have never even believed in ghosts due to my religious views. My family has proven these things real to me. They can see and feel things around a person. They can foresee things coming. They can even communicate with spirits. I have done a lot of research in this area and have spent my life obsessed with shows like 'Medium' and 'Ghost Whisperer'. I watch all the paranormal shows and I never understood my focus such things. (I'm a huge Allison Dubois fan, by the way. )
I have not been able to do these things. A few months back, I did have an incident where I actually 'felt' an unusual energy around me and that seemed to kick things off.
Dreams...although these other events are new to me, dreams are not. Dreams have always served as warnings to me. I have many dreams that are just that...dreams. But I have always had dreams of things that came true. I rarely dream anymore of anything important though. Perhaps it is my insomniac tendencies or the night time medication I have been taking for several years now.
Whatever the reason, the warnings have found a way to come through. The problem is that I am not informed on the event that is coming, only that it IS coming. The panic is horrible and ruins many days of my life. When I awake from one of these attacks, my whole day is spent lethargically staring at a television to keep my mind focused on something else. It is a horrible thing to endure and I don't know how to stop them. I don't see the point of going through all the stress of what is coming before it actually arrives.
I am hoping there are those among the readers who might be able to help explain and move through this.
For about a month now I have had the notion of starting this blog keep forcing itself into my head. I finally am going to do it. I will tell you more about me in following blogs.
Thank you for reading!!!
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